So if you have been reading my blog you might be able to discern that I have been rather frustrated as of late. Yesterday I was packing my toy bag for Winter Wickedness, the upcoming AIS convention. I pulled out my floggers and had them lined up. I began thinking of some of the scenes I have planned and others I want to give a try. I was overwhelmed by the desire to pick them up and play.
So I gave in.
I put on some music (nice and thumpy), picked my spot on the wall and began beating the hell out of it. After only a few minutes I began to feel some of the weight on my shoulders lifting. So I turned the music up and gave into it allowing the flogger to fall to the beat of the music. At some of the most intesne moments I wasn't so much letting the falls fall as I was punching the flogger at the wall. On the upswing I would let the flogger go wide and come down on my back which felt fantastic. That's right, I switch even when my partner is a wall. I had to cut my wall scene short when my daughter came home as I didn't feel like explaining to her why mommy was abusing the wall. But even if I only beat the wall for an hour it was an intense hour and allowed me to work out so much of my frustration that I felt absolutely better when it was all said and done. I felt relieved. I felt refreshed.
Yeah for floggers!
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I had to chuckle when you said yes you switch even when your play partner is a wall.. LOL. I have actually never thought of doing this, hitting either the wall or bed or some inanimate object with the floggers to get the frustration out. I think I may just have to give it a try.
Oh, and feel free to grab me and flog the hell out of me next weekend. I'm happy to help! ;)
It really helps. I know you could probably use a bit of frustration relief. Give it a shot! Gives a whole new meaning to "domestic violence".
We'll see how my swinging arm is. you know that you and I do on the spot negotiations. :)
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