Checking in

so much has been in flux over the past weeks. My grandma had a stroke. She is thankfully recovering well and is talking and able to move (mostly) both sides of face. So best way to come through all of that. Took my car into to get new tires yesterday and was told that the front stabalization bar, both ball joints and the struts were totaled. If you have driven with my father you understand why. So over 1k later my car runs smoothly. Thank goodness. My sub is leaving Sat to go for pre deployment training for a month. Suck. Though at the moment I am less than happy with him. The weather can't seem to decide which way it is going. And for some reason I am blocked in writing. Damn that is difficult. But as ever I just persevere and keep at it until the dam in my mind breaks. I know, I know. My mind is already broken.