Sub report

It has been a long while since I have done one of these. Mainly due to the fact that I have nothing to report.

Many of you are familiar with My collared sub who went off to war. I am thrilled to say say he returned safe and for the most part sound. For that I am grateful. However once he returned it became clear that this relationship would not work. He has some healing to do both physically and mentally from the experience. I would and did of course support him in this as best I could. Unfortunately distance, scheduling and other factors combined to make it abundantly clear that for all his good intention to serve it would not be happening.

I am not the type of person who is content to call some Mine but have no access to them. That is not a relationship which can grow which leaves only stagnation. I am not a fan of stagnation. So it is with heavy heart that I announce that I have retired My former sub from service. I wish him happiness in his life and I hope he finds the balance he seeks. I have put away his collar and will no longer care for it's upkeep.

I had a few sub applicants which all turned out to be time wasting assholes. I am glad that they showed their true colors before anything wet any further.

I had a slave applicant who got all they way to the point of signing his contract before fear crippled him.

Currently I have one submissive who must pay for that privlidge as he fulls none of my criteria. This is a virtual relationship. Who can guess how I feel about virtual D/s. However I Mistress to him and for that he is grateful.

So I am feeling slightly unfulfilled on the D/s front. But I am not discouraged. I have the luxury of having a wonderful man at home who serves me better than any one I have ever met. So I will wait until I find the perfect fit for Me. I will not take pity on those who I know I could help. I will accept nothing less than precisely what I want. And believe that I will find what I seek!

In the meantime....